LIbraries

One thing about the access is all the access to free books.

I talk a lot about less being more which is true. My library card usually didn't reflect that mentality though. I had a queue of at least five books or more. Libraries are so fantastic!!! It was like trying on a book before committing to a purchase and have access to nearly every book in print.

Today, I was reminded about how efficient it would have been to have had a going away, sendoff love fest. I understand that now. I don't know, I just didn't think it was necessary at the time because I didn't feel like I was going away. I guess part of me always felt like I've been here in the Philippines and the other part of me didn't want to formally say good bye to LA. I said my goodbyes in my own way, bye to loved ones, bye to my yogi and power yoga and bye to windy santa monica. I did say my good byes with a beach runs.

But what is this strange feeling, regret, guilt? "How could you leave without saying goodbye?" Umm, I didn't know I was saying goodbye, I just kinda got on a plane.

Plus, it doesn't feel like a goodbye with so much stuff at my parents. I need to have a massive yard sale or goodwill donation when I can fly back to LA.